I wish you knew what you mean to me...

Where are your angels when you need them the most?

people do just what you least expect right when you least expect it...

so... yeah..

Through my relativly sheltered life, I've run into people now and then.. Most don't care. Most never will, they will forget about me the moment I leave their sight, if they knew I was there to begin with..

Some I will talk to, not many, I am a very quiet person around those people I don't know.

Some will become acquaintances, people I talk to when I see, what people commonly refer to as 'friends'

'Friends' fall under something different for me though. I don't have many friends.. I need to be able to trust the person for that, and I don't give my trust very easily. Those are the people I care about, if they are in need I am there, for whatever they need. They come before me, that is how I am, that is how I've always been...

I don't expect the same in return, I'm used to people not caring about me, its nothing new, I've always been the 'interesting' one that everyone seems to think can take care of himself... HA... Some people though.. some people see me for me.. not many, and only the ones I let in.. Only the people who care.

Those people... Those few that actually care about me.. Those are my angels.. Those people have brought me through the harderst times in my life. Those few have taught me to love, and to love again. They are my light when I need it, and my shoulder to lean on, or cry on. They are my life, everything I live for, the reasons I go on, the reasons I try, the reasons I do my art, the reasons I do everything. If it weren't for those people I would be nowhere.. Thank you to everyone, it means more to me than you can possibly know.